Darkness deep

I never knew that being deep could be a bad thing. I assumed that the opposite- being shallow- was the bad thing. 

But then again, I suppose that hell is quite deep down somewhere in this realm or some other. And in the deep it can be very dark.

Our former pastor is starting a bible study on Job and encouraged us to read through it.  So I dutifully started and there I found it: Job 12:22 ‘He reveals the deep things of darkness and brings utter darkness into the light.’

This is a verse I could just sit in for like five years. I tend to tunnel down into things, thinking that is where the gold is, but is it possible it is just where the dark is?

I have this theory that God is so massive and complex that our whole stinking lives can be spent just exploring him. My hope is this space is my offshoot of thoughts from my own exploration of that. I’m not sure I can promise to be regular with posting, but I set up a link to subscribe which should be on left side (or in a drop down.)

I hope you join me and I promise to never post recipes. Much love, Court

Comments

ceciliabrie said…
Excited to swim around in the depths with you, Court!
August 21, 2022 at 10:33 PM
Gary A said…
If I may so bold as to suggest adding your previous posts from Realm. They were all really good!!
August 22, 2022 at 12:17 AM
Court D said…
Hi, they may make occasional appearances when I’m not cranking out new stuff, thanks for the suggestion.
August 22, 2022 at 8:57 AM
Debbie Bjork said…
Thanks for inviting me to your blog, Court <3
August 23, 2022 at 2:06 PM
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